#beach #summer (Taken with instagram)
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I hurt so much right now, I miss you more than words can describe, you were such an amazing person and I will never forget you, you impacted my life so much. I just can’t believe you are gone, I still don’t want to believe it. I have my good and bad days, and today was both. I visited you, and talked to you, and talked about you, and i felt you there with me every step of the way. I can’t tell you how much I hurt, how much i want the pain to go away. How much I wish you were here to hold me and let the pain go away. I wish I could go back in time and tell you all these things, how much I cared about you and gave you one last hug and kiss. I don’t care what anyone says, you were the most amazing person ever and I miss you so much, I keep repeating myself because i just don’t know how I can describe how hard it was to hear those words when I got the phone call to say you were gone, I didn’t think it was real. I didn’t want to believe it, I thought it was a cruel joke. I sick cruel joke, and I would give anything to have you back, to have that sick cruel joke be real. I will talk and pray about you and for you and your family every day. Sweet beautiful angel, Cameron James <3
I know you were there with me today, I could feel you, when I talked about you and went to visit you, i love you so much and miss you so much, CJT
<3 always
